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it is 26 months ago that I found the lifeless body of my boyfriend of 12 years Brad in our yard.Brad killed himself and it was the most and I mean the most gruesome sight that anyone can imagine.Noone knows my pain.The people here in seattle are on this happiness kick and some dont even want to hear about it.But i miss Brad.He died in my arms.I was there when the Seattle police put him in that body bag and i was there when they told me it was a suicide.I was blown away.Brad and i were having problems but nothing like this and nothing for him to take his life over and then i found out the secrets and the lies that he never told me.He had a secret life.I thought that this happened to other people.But when it happens to you you are speechless.I am still speechless as of today.Things have changed now.Tuesday the land lord informed me that in September that my rent will be 1,000 a month.ANd I dont want to move because i cant.i dont have the financial resources as of now.I have now a roommate and she is helping me with food and the rent and I am now
renting out the garage..I sang on Wedn esday night.It was the first
time I sang in years and i felt good about it.Tuesday i registred for training and i may even get a part time job.This is all well and good but my kiddies..retirement isnt what its cracked me.I am getting bored staying in the house and I miss brad.Brad was there when i lost
my mother and he was there when I lost my brother.My other friends here were either traveling or they were too busy to even send me a card.And as far as I am concenred,,,all of them are full of bull and they can go jump in a lake.I love you Brad and i miss you.We had 12 years together and i wish you were still here.
renting out the garage..I sang on Wedn esday night.It was the first
time I sang in years and i felt good about it.Tuesday i registred for training and i may even get a part time job.This is all well and good but my kiddies..retirement isnt what its cracked me.I am getting bored staying in the house and I miss brad.Brad was there when i lost
my mother and he was there when I lost my brother.My other friends here were either traveling or they were too busy to even send me a card.And as far as I am concenred,,,all of them are full of bull and they can go jump in a lake.I love you Brad and i miss you.We had 12 years together and i wish you were still here.
He loved his brother very much and I think the worst thing for him was not being able to grieve properly because of how extreemely angry he was at his brother for doing this to himself, our friend and the whole family.
Obviously your dear Brad had issues and you need to be released from this nightmare he made for you.
Whatever your Brad was suffering from he is not anymore, and you deserve to be happy.
Good luck and God bless
Suicide may be a quick fix for those looking to escape something like drug addiction, the loss of loved one, or some deeper pain -- in the sense that they are no longer to here to suffer... but it leaves behind a world of hurt for those left behind, trying to pick up the peices and find a find a way to greive.
I believe the only way you can begin to move forward and work through this pain.. is to start working through whatever peices have been left behind; and try to make sense of this ...
Please Please, I encourage you, to continue to go back and work with a counselor, or liscenced therapist as Suicide is NOT the end and opens the door to so many other emotions and unresolved issues.