Hi everyone, I haven't been on in a while. March 22nd was 3 yrs since our granddaugher passed and the 25th was 3 yrs for my mother. 
This year was really hard for me. I think I relived it more and the pain was just as great. I know time heals and I know God is with me but I miss them so very much. Even with the yrs that have passed sometimes I just still want to think it was a bad dream and I will wake up. My daughter had a very hard time too. All we can do is support each other and be there to comfort. WE have made it a tradition to go to the cemetery on the anniversary of their deaths and we send off lanterns. Just something we find comfort in doing. I pray all of you are finding some peace in the midst of your sadness. Sending hugs to everyone.