i work here in england and about to go home again in June and that would be a month and a half from now..,and i feel anxious about it and in fact am crying everytime i think about it...i used to be so excited and looking forward to it but this time it's different i feel like avoiding it.this was the day we were all planning to go home;me, my sister,my 3 brothers including that one who commited suicide.he said he'll try his best to go home too to see us all.....and he changed his mind!he decided not to see us forever!
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