Hold on apey18 your faith is about to grow much stronger than you realize time will heal your wounds and god has not left you your faith in him will overcome this loss of your brother. keep praying to him search and you will find gods strength within you. it is a time for new beliefs it is a time for much spiritual growth for jesus said blessed are those who mourn for you shall be comforted allow god to comfort you allow him to do his work in you he is there with you now.

god bless you apey many god give you his peace

I agree. God is IN the void with you. Feel his light and gentle kindness.

I've found exercise strengthens my spiritual, as well as physical, core. When I'm pushing against physical weight, I'm also pushing against the weight of emotions, and I feel God in me, helping me grow ever stronger. Hope this helps!

I agree so much with what's already been said apey18 - just hold on and your pain will lessen with time....I know that's hard to hear, but all of us here in the support group have experienced something similiar to what your going through, and can tell you what has worked for us. And it's ok to be made at God-just atleast keep talking to Him-because He is the source of what will get you through this.

We're here for you :)

I just hit the 6 month mark, right after the 17th birthday.
I miss my friend so much, but the days aren't so strung out anymore. They are starting to blur.
Your faith will come back after the numbness fades a bit, and things will start to feel different.

apey i lost my husband15 days ago i can understand ur lost of faithb,ut i needed my faith to hold on to u know it even okay to question God even yell at him.i do feel God is silent right now but for me i have to cling on to my faith.when ur ready u may pray again but now it so understandable u lost faith big hugs.i so understand ur sadness im so heartbroken

Barb

I can relate to ya...I felt that God took the wrong man!!! Why did he take a good man instead of the monster????? I just dunno what God's purpose is....guess one day we shall see..they say don'gt question God...well..I do...and I am not sorry for that...how can even God..expect for us to move on and have peace...when he has our loved ones and there are bad ppl out there living it up and doing harm to ppl in this world....seems unfair! I have gone back and forth..its an emotional roller coaster ride and one that never ends! I was raised Baptist and raised not to question God..but I am human and have feelings and a sense of need for closure..I tried ggoing back to Church...it lasted 4 months...I just wasn't ready to let anyone tell me "he's in a better place" and although now....I do believe...because of all of my dads pain and suffering..it still isn't easy waking up and knowing that I can't call him up and pick at him! Hugs hun....take ya time...no 2 ppl grieve alike...