Me too...and I've been wondering why. I lost my mum just 3 months ago and I've been desparately hoping for a pleasant dream of her, but I haven't had one yet. In my dreams, my mum is really cold and unloving towards me, won't let me hug her, won't speak to me and almost mocks me when I get upset. It's so awful and I wake up crying my heart out. Maybe it's just a symptom of our loss and of how much we miss them. Maybe we feel abandoned in some way, and this is translating in our dreams as our mothers not wanting us. I don't know.

Whatever the reason, I really hope these dreams stop soon for you, as I know how hurtful it is! Try to remember your mom just how she was, not how she's appearing in your dreams; she will always love you unconditionally...hugs for you xxx

Sometimes a dream is ONLY a dream. Do not read too much into these

You feel abandoned. THIS IS NORMAL for a "child" (no matter the age) when a parent dies (no matter the age). In this dream, your subconscious mind is grappling with this feeling of abandonment and trying to come to terms with it. She "wants nothing to do with you" because she "left", she doesn't "call you for days" and "walks away" when you cry because of it. It's all self explanatory. You are grieving, perhaps having a difficult time coming to terms with this loss because of situations that occurred between the two of you (NORMAL mother/daughter angst).

I suggest you find a certified grief counselor. If you come to terms with your feelings of abandonment and come to understand they're normal, you will be able to move forward NOT to FORGET or stop LOVING your mother, but to live your life as she would have you life it, because she loved you so much.
jill

I always seeked my mothers approval, and I am thinking she is mad at me for the suicidal thoughts. But they are not something I can control. Im so upset right now. I used to feel her presence around, but not anymore