Bereavement - Teens Support Group
This community is focused on teens who have lost someone close to them. Grief is a multi-faceted response to loss, and while most people focus on the emotional response to loss, it can affect us behaviorally, physically, and even spiritually. This is a safe place to talk about how you're feeling and coping with grief, and to share experiences that have helped you through.
Hey. I just joined the group.. I thought I'd just write about my story here since it's a treatment, and since I'd sort of like a response. I'd been living alone with my mother since I was really really young. She was always out at work and stuff.. but I'd gotten pretty close to her even despite that.
Money was pretty tight so I would always run around the town doing chores to earn cash.. but that meant that I got made fun of. It really made me sad and I started having probs, but I was really crushed when I saw my mother die.
She and I had just started really getting to know each other towards the end, and I was starting to love her again. She died because someone killed her... but it was an accident.
I just feel really guilty about it.
What hurts the most is that I know she died thinking that I hated her and wanted to leave her.. because I'm always bad at expressing myself.
I just don't know what to do, and I don't NEED advice but I'd like to get to know some of you. To be friends. It'd help more than any cheap advice. but if you've really got something to say then post it please, because I may not be good at accepting advice but [and I know I'm contradicting myself] I probably DO need it. Just be stubborn with me. I'll deal. THX! :]
Money was pretty tight so I would always run around the town doing chores to earn cash.. but that meant that I got made fun of. It really made me sad and I started having probs, but I was really crushed when I saw my mother die.
She and I had just started really getting to know each other towards the end, and I was starting to love her again. She died because someone killed her... but it was an accident.
I just feel really guilty about it.
What hurts the most is that I know she died thinking that I hated her and wanted to leave her.. because I'm always bad at expressing myself.
I just don't know what to do, and I don't NEED advice but I'd like to get to know some of you. To be friends. It'd help more than any cheap advice. but if you've really got something to say then post it please, because I may not be good at accepting advice but [and I know I'm contradicting myself] I probably DO need it. Just be stubborn with me. I'll deal. THX! :]
And this site is alot of help, i use to be stubborn and not let anyone in but people on here have made me feel good about myself and i know they are here, but im here for you anytime you need someone so just add me if u want.
kks
,,,,, HAZEL