Hello, I'm new to the group and to this website, Daily Strength. I am 19 yrs old and gave yet to recieve a federally accepted diagnosis--
( I have been labeled the term by a hospital, counselors, therapists, interviewers and teachers, but not by a major institution that the government will acknowledge)-- but it's clear that I'm struggling with it, and I'm starting to feel worthless. Im having issues in school and I don't know what to do. Am I lazy, or do I really have issues?
hi first off I know everyone is different and a support group can’t diagnose me. I have a problem I’m not sure if I have one thing or many. So growing up I was brutally bullied in school. This sounds weird but Since about 3rd grade I kinda created a fantasy in my head, it started with me thinking I was a horse, or a lion, then as I got older it was stuff like I’m a famous musician, actor....
And the rollercoaster continues. Bipolar type 2 is so exhausting. Thursday I was beyond maniac it was absolutely amazing I love being maniac. Then the crash. The severe depression. The loneliness that grows and overwhelms everything. And then for a few hours back up I felt great. Now back down with a crash. I feel like a black hole. All empty. Idk. Goodbye I guess.