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Whats wrong with me?

MajestFlores
MajestFlores

I dont know whats wrong with me, im always forcing myself to pushinish myself when i do something wrong, I force myself to eat less and im no longer doing the things i used to like. When Im around friends i always feel like they dont like me and they hate me, my parents are always judeing me and my sisters are bullies to me. Is there something wrong with me? 

bridgie101
bridgie101
Yes, you're self-defeatist.

If you see someone ragging on another person - do you join in and be mean to that person too? Or do you tell the bullies to stop?

Cos right now you're joining in. You are being as horrible as they are. The fact that it's you you're being horrible to doesn't count. That's not an exemption card. Who you are is what you stand up for.

Hopefully when you get older you won't believe in punishment. I don't. I believe in fixing things. I look forwards, not backwards. I don't flog anything for its mistakes.
MajestFlores
MajestFlores
If I see anyone being bullied i want to join in and help the poor guy, im just too afriad to help...I already have enough bullies on my back.

I hate everything about myself and the fact that i dont get much sleep causes these voices to get louder, they yell telling me what im doing is wrong and im better off dead and broken. So i listen to them tl make them be queit but it never works

I want to love myself and be a regular teen again but why should I try if im just going to get hurt again

Im to afraid to tell anyone about it
rskb3
rskb3
It sounds like you are depressed. I am a pretty nice person with a good heart but when I am depressed nobody is meaner to me than me! Maybe you should go in and talk to someone about your feelings. It is normal when you are depressed to think that the whole world is against you, that people are talking about you behind your back, and that no one cares. That is just the perception that you have right now. I promise there is a light at the end of that darkness and your perception can change. I hope you get the help you need.