Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
Ok...i'm starting to get it. i'm important to those around me. i think i know why. no matter how down i feel, i always try to make them feel good and accept them for who they are. well i don't really try to make them feel good or accept them, it's just in my nature. i seem to have a unique view of people and animals. it may be why i am so non-judgmental.
i must admit that i feel out of place because of it. and that i'm being judged by others because i don't share there sense of shock or out rage over almost every thing.
the only real thing that upsets me, is that most of the world clings to the old way of conformity and pigeon holding. (including my self)
we/i seem to want humans to NOT be ours selfs, but some rare and unattainable idea. and by doing that we/i dam our selfs (dam: as in putting up blocks and/or putting our selfs through hell) into low self esteem and self loathing.
i believe we are supposed to be all different to maintain the survival of our species.
well i want to know what others think about my thoughts, so i'm going to post them on the depression and anxiety sites.
i must admit that i feel out of place because of it. and that i'm being judged by others because i don't share there sense of shock or out rage over almost every thing.
the only real thing that upsets me, is that most of the world clings to the old way of conformity and pigeon holding. (including my self)
we/i seem to want humans to NOT be ours selfs, but some rare and unattainable idea. and by doing that we/i dam our selfs (dam: as in putting up blocks and/or putting our selfs through hell) into low self esteem and self loathing.
i believe we are supposed to be all different to maintain the survival of our species.
well i want to know what others think about my thoughts, so i'm going to post them on the depression and anxiety sites.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
I seem to have a lot of fear about being judged by people.That seems to be my underlying fear, scared of doing things in front of people etc.
I hate the way that the world seems like a negative place, people are full of hate and nastiness and i have always felt out of place in it. Its not like i'm angelic or anything, i just naturally don't share people's animosity. I think people, in general, should be nicer. These things are clicking with me at the moment, as i started seeing a counsellor recently...
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