Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
So I did have a good day today. And tomorrow is Sunday. Mondays right in plan view. My drawings are helping. They're like little chart "year in review" colored in drawings. Talking to my friends i met this year at a summer camp for people with disbilities helps as well. I might not have met Meredith the therapist yet but at least i have friends there to support me. Thinking I might write a poem about my fear of meeting Meredith tomorrow but I'm not sure I'm ready to take that step yet.
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Enough is Enough. A few years ago, I was on disability and spent a lot of time caring for my Aunt. One particular Tuesday, I remember standing at my kitchen sink and being excited because I had the day to myself. I was so happy, until my Aunt called, frantic that she dropped and broke her blood pressure monitor and needed a new one. I was so wigged out! I didn't leave my house and...
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I had a really good therapist last year year briefly, but when my insurance changed, I lost her. It was nearly impossible to find someone who could meet after work and wanted to meet in person. It took me five months. I finally found someone through a firm that I used to use and they opened up a location right near my house, like 15 minutes away and she had appointments at 5 and 6. It was ok...

Out of all the therapy journals I've read, the picture journals are, hands down, my faves. Makes me feel deprived for being limited to words.
Don't rush yourself on your readiness. There is time for all of it in the fullness of time.
Ya you!!! You survived another wait.
Learned I need to fill out paperwork tomorrow. So, no longer scared of the appointment. More afraid of filling out paperwork