I wish I could feel good for once I am so depressed and I am full of anxiety. I didnt go to bed until 5am lastnight because I couldnt sleep. Everytime I would drift off I could wake up short of breath. I just want to enjoy my life I dont like going anywhere and I am sooooo scared to be by myself. I was stuck in traffic the other day and I started freaking out because I was afraid of something happening. I am in tears right now because I am so sick of this SHIT! Somebody please help me. I am currently taking blood pressure medication and I am scared to take my anxiety medicine with that. My doctor told me it was okay but I am scared. I am so short of breath right now I feel like something is going to happen but I just want to the ER on Friday for the 6th time. I need prayer someone.
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