Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
Never will I seclude myself from friends and family who truly love and care about me. I question everyone in my life who is nice to me, what is their motive, what are they really thinking, etc. I had to work from 7am til 4 today, then babysit tonight and the parents rushed home at 11:30 so I could spend midnight with my boyfriend.. my boyfriend is at some house party and I haven't heard back from him since 10... the fact they rushed home combined with his careless attitude combined with me being alone for every holiday this year has really got me down. I spent midnight crying into my steering wheel about how I know it will never be right between us or make eachother happy, yet I can't let go. I would've done anything to make it work. He's out getting drunk flirting with girls probably, even though he swears he doesn't talk to girls. I sound so naive, sorry ffor the negativity, I have to be at work tomorrow morning, well today and i want to shut my phone off, get my xanax script back, and sleep for days.
Obviously your question which, as I understood, means: "What that bastard is doing with other girls while you are alone on celebrations?" is normal one. Yes, indeed, what is he doing at some house party without you? Is he still your boyfriend or what?
The other and this is critical - when you have anxiety you have maladjusted safety issues and it so important to have a partner that makes you feel totally secure.
My first wife was not supportive and was not in tune with my sensitivites. My partner now for 29 years is totally honest and honorable - I never have ANY question on her loyalty or her support.
It took a lot of work on both of our parts and it took me a lot of growth to warrant this quality relationship
Dont try to talk yourself out of what is reality - look with wide open eyes
So we continue to communicate every day and I feel like I want be with him but as soon as we get together I can not wait to get away. That circle lasts already 2 years.
I stopped meeting other people too because it got too complicated. I want to get some conclusion to it but it is imposible. I got nerves break down as soon as I was presured into making the decision. He does not leave me also and insist on that he loves me. I do not feel that he is sexualy interested in me.
I tolerated it for 7 years but I know how it feels when man wants you and I can not do that anymore. It is crazy because all those men with whom we do not have anything in common clearly want to have sex and than the person with whom we supposely love each other and were very close for 7 years do yes not express anything like that and never did even when we were dating.
We always been like the best friends but it never felt like anything more. He says that it is because I never looked like I wanted him also.
I agree with that but it is kind of hard to get interested if man is not interested. Anyway that all is hopeless. He gives me sence of stability but now I have to question that also because he did not support me financialy in any way while I was sick. I was living with parents and at the same time he insists on loving me and calls me every day. He is actualy getting angree if he does not get me on the phone.
We talked about our problems till blue in the face but it is hopeless to make me want him anymore or otherwise. It was possible on the beginning. I could be attracted to him at that time if he would be different but now, after 7 years of that cold, unsexual behavior from him I just stoped tolerate him in general. As soon as I see him I get strong anxiety. And yet, none of us can leave other.