Anxiety Support Group
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My boyfriend of 3.5 years had been pushing me away since the beginning, he told me I am worthless have nothing to offer a failure etc. maybe he's right. I have nothing to offer. I'm in debt from student loans, have a low paying job, a dead beat father, and a grim future. i'm not sure what I ever did to get this slot in life. Tonight he told me I suffocate him when I see him maybe once a week and talk to him maybe once a day. I get so attached to people and used to live with him off and on. He told me he love s me but I forced him to say it before he really meant it. Where did that even come from. He tells me he loves me everyday and now I feel like it was all some joke. I feel hopeless and broken and can't seem to find a reason to wasn't to wake up tomorrow. I can't breathe. I want out of this life. I've had endured nothing but pain with brief glimpses of hope our happiness and i'm tired of feeling this way. I've told him before I wanted to kill myself but tonight I mean it. I dint have anything left. When I was taking xanax I could numb it all out. I feel too much. I love too much and I can't hurt like this anymore. Thank you to anyone who has given me support in the past but i'm done with this cruel, unfair, cold world. The bad outweighs the good.
think again if not for you for them
Death is a very permanent thing. Life has been going on for millions of years, and all we have to do is get through 80 of them. There is plenty of time to sleep after that. You can do it but you have to believe in yourself. Your biggest problem isn't your dad or your boyfriend troubles or your low paying job, its that you are too scared to stand up and be independent and face life on your own. But again that is something that can be fixed if you put the effort in.
Are you seeing a counselor or have you been diagnosed with depression? If you have depression there are meds that might be able to help you. And I think talking to somebody may help you a lot if you haven't already done so.
hun, you don't need a guy like that who says those kind of things to you. You are worth WAY more than that.
AND he is NOT right. he is no where near being right. ok? what he is doing is emotional abuse.
I understand you are in pain and it's the pain you are wanting to escape. I have been there myself. you just want the pain to go away. And I assure you it will but not through taking your life and ending it all. that's no solution. like someone said. It's a Permanent solution to a temporary problem.
It will get better. You are worth something on your own without this guy. And so what if your dad is a bum. that's nothing to do with you. that's his problem.
And who is not in debt these days? that doesn't make you less of a person. You have a low paying job. Great. You HAVE a job. think of it that way.
You actually have A LOT going for you. And who knows what lies around the next corner. Something amazing and great awaits you. If you go now you may miss out on some incredible things, There are GOOD things in life. yes life can hurt at times, it can be cruel. I am not lying it can be but there is awesome stuff too. I am telling you. I still think GOOD outweighs the bad. I do.
You need positive people in your life. not some jerk who tells you negative crap. You need people who build you up and support you, encourage you.
You can do it. You CAN get through this. I promise you that you are FAR STRONGER than you think you are to get up and get living and making changes.
It can and will get better. Maybe go back to the doctor and try a different medication too to help you out of this difficult patch. And perhaps therapy too if you haven't tried it. Please find some professional help and support.
********* If you feel scared and truly suicidal. PLEASE Go to the nearest ER and ask for help. ASAP.********************************************