Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
I cry
I broke down and cried this morning. I cry that I may lose the best girl of my life because my mind is today broken. I cry about how simple my life was and how I ruined that time by trying to live a dream that has now become my nightmare. I cry that my mistake will take years to resolve but I cant handle the pain another minute. I cry about how Im hurting my loved ones by bringing them stress over my mental health. I cry over the joyless state I have been living in 24/7 day after day. I cry about the past days when my anxiety/depression was little more then an annoyance.and I cry about the cold, unknown future that seems so black and hopeless right now. I cry because nothing I do seems to relieve the horrible feeling inside me. I cry because I feel Ive destroyed my own future and that of my loving girl. I cry over the days, months, years wasted living with depression. I cry over not getting help long before the last few weeks. I cry when I think of my past happiness and how fleeting it seemed. I cry that therapy and medicine may never help and I live this torment forever.
Some day Ill cryIll cry tears of joy when one day this veil of hopeless despair is liftedIll cry tears of laughter when that day comes I can laugh againand Ill cry tears of prayer that I never, never see this hell again.
Im crying as I write this journalbut the bad tears will ends soonand the good tears will begin!
God bless us all who are tormented with this illness right now. Someday soon we will live again! Please God let it be soon for us all!!
I broke down and cried this morning. I cry that I may lose the best girl of my life because my mind is today broken. I cry about how simple my life was and how I ruined that time by trying to live a dream that has now become my nightmare. I cry that my mistake will take years to resolve but I cant handle the pain another minute. I cry about how Im hurting my loved ones by bringing them stress over my mental health. I cry over the joyless state I have been living in 24/7 day after day. I cry about the past days when my anxiety/depression was little more then an annoyance.and I cry about the cold, unknown future that seems so black and hopeless right now. I cry because nothing I do seems to relieve the horrible feeling inside me. I cry because I feel Ive destroyed my own future and that of my loving girl. I cry over the days, months, years wasted living with depression. I cry over not getting help long before the last few weeks. I cry when I think of my past happiness and how fleeting it seemed. I cry that therapy and medicine may never help and I live this torment forever.
Some day Ill cryIll cry tears of joy when one day this veil of hopeless despair is liftedIll cry tears of laughter when that day comes I can laugh againand Ill cry tears of prayer that I never, never see this hell again.
Im crying as I write this journalbut the bad tears will ends soonand the good tears will begin!
God bless us all who are tormented with this illness right now. Someday soon we will live again! Please God let it be soon for us all!!
I wish you all the best...HUGS!
I am SO SORRY you are feeling this, hon. If I could, I would take it all away from you.
Please hang in there. I know it seems hard, but it has to get better.
HUGS
If there IS a God, He can't possibly let me live the rest of my life with this disease. I've had it for 47 years and I think I'm about due to have it end.
Aren't we ALL?
We can only hope and pray, right??
Seriously, I've been posting this all over, but Eckhart Tolle's new book "A New Earth" is seriously helping me all sorts...
Here's a quote i love:
"When you see only darkness, know the light will soon return."
Love Tina
xo...~doll~