Anxiety Support Group

Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...

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mistergreen90 07/02/2017

I cant stop to think back in the past when I had psychosis and anxiety in that school.. that school where my mouth was dry all the time and I couldnt eat ANYTHING! There even one time I didnt eat anything for A WHOLE DAY, just because of anxiety in school. I was in school that day and when I came home the anxiety stayed i couldnt eat anything! My parents shouted at me and I still couldnt eat anything. THe next day was a saturday and I was so ANGRY like never in my life. I still couldnt eat anything because I hated that school, I hated my parents I hated everything! I should of killed them!! But I didnt eat yet. I ate when I got home from that saturday school day so in total I didnt eat anything for one and a half days... it felt like a concentration camp.

Now thinking back I think this is what caused my scoliosis, I was 55 fucking kilograms at 16 or 17 years!! Thats like nothing! and im male.

Obviously thats whats caused my scoliosis and I cant get over it! Im sick of ignoring everything I have ocd and anxiety and noone takes me serious. everyone just shouts at me for doing nothing. I lay in bed watching youtube videos on my phone almost everyday... but what can i do when i have huge anxiety.

mistergreen90 07/02/2017

saturday was school day because some sports event

mistergreen90 07/02/2017

She knows, but she cant imagine what anxiety feels like to have it all the time, everyday. she doesn't know how strong it is..

mistergreen90 07/02/2017

Really, not eat for 2 weeks? nothing at all? is that even possible?

mistergreen90 07/02/2017

actually i think 55 kg was me at 18 years.

mistergreen90 07/02/2017

I was 1.82 meters and still am.

mistergreen90 07/02/2017

I dont even know what I am enduring. It feels like a mix of anger and anxiety. And I can't express any of that. In fact I can't express any emotion...

Calebb 07/02/2017

When I'm having a bad spell (lasting weeks), I look for for comfort activities. I spend considerable time trying to find things to "get away from it all."

'Course that can go only so long; responsibilities eventually catch up with me.

I wish you the best. D.S. is a good place. It can bring, for one thing, some reassurance.

cheers,
-- Paul

anxious65532 07/03/2017

Your weight is on the low end, but it's not too bad. I am your height, and was only slightly heavier in high school, and I'm totally healthy.

It's interesting that you mention youtube as a way to pass the time. I kind of do the same thing when I get anxiety, and I'm not too happy about it. Feels like a waste of time. I think it might be better to do some chores or work on a project. Work creates a sense of progress, that should help anxiety. Even posting these entries on this site I think is better. Not only are you formulating your thoughts and getting support, but you're also creating something - as opposed of lazy consumption.

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