angelwood13 I am so sorry this happened to you and I dont think your hated, things happen. People fight, we say things we dont mean... I know it may seem scary but perhaps after some time to cool down you should talk it over with your best friend. Communication is something that will help ease your anxiety and hopefully even solve whats going on. And i also recommend talking to a counselor, it can really help having someone neutral and get some insight. Regardless of whatever happened, please dont take it to heart, it may sound silly but forgiveness I think is what is needed here (even if your friend doesnt? as I dont know the whole story) Itll be tough but forgive yourself, and him. Shit happens... its okay. And know your not alone, feel free to vent on here... warm hugs

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling this way. To be honest, I sometimes feel the same way, and that isn't even the case. Sometimes it is other people- whether they are having a bad day, or just mean people in general you have no choice but to deal with. I honestly leave them alone, and rather than feel bad, I keep myself busy with hobbies or errands. If my mind is still actively worrying over it, I will find some place to be alone ( in my room, at the lake,etc.) and really think honestly about why I feel this way. Most times I come out of it rationally and feel loads better. As for others and their treatment towards you- if they are being mean, treating you with hate, they are not the people you should surround yourself with. It is hard to sever that tie, but its necessary for your well being.

Take care of you! Best wishes :)

This feeling of having no one is what's getting to me. I've never really had that many friends so the ones I do have mean so much to me and I lose them a little more everyday and I tried to talk to my best friend that I got into a fight with and he's still really mad and acts like he wants to end our friendship and that's breaking my heart. He's a special one to me and I need him in my life and I just dont know what to do to fix it.

I went through ..the same feelings for years ..the anger the feelings of not being liked ..not so much being hated ..but defenatly not liked not wanted ....but for some reason the only one I could fight with was my husband ...I had to finaly go for help ....to get some kind of control ..and be able to see things the way they realy were ....not the way I was seeing them .....I even got into fights with my sister because she would say it was me and not my husband that was acting diferant that he was just being his self I just couldent stand him for some reason ....at that time ......I started taking vitamin b6 the full doce ..that did help me see that it wasent all him ...but I had to see a doctor and was digonosed with angizity ..and had to be treated for it .....for a while ...so I have been treated for it off and on for the last ..40 years ....I am now just went back on meds for angizity ....I can't take that ride ..................I hope you find the help you need ....I will keep you in my prayers .......