My family is telling me that I am just going to have to get up and get busy doing something in the house or go to a friends or just get out of the house. I just feel like they don't understand. I feel so depressed and alone. I feel like this is never going to stop. My therapist and someone that that saw me in the er last night said I did need inpatient care. I just feel like I'm letting everyone down here at Christmas if I go in the hopital. I can't stand feeling like this!
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