i have had anxiety for a long time i cant sleep till early hours then when i try to sleep i feel am going crazy am irratble most of the time cont be bothed with people to tell you the truth i dont know how much i can stand am sick of frighting these feeling i just want it to end iv been wanting to self harm again it makes me feel better i keep stoping myself am scared of these feeling the only reson am on this earth becose i have my kids or i would end it i just need to tell someone how i feel thanks
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