Anxiety I just read, comes from growing up in a dysfunctional family. Boy is this true. My father was abusive and left us. Needless to say, we struggled. He was an electrical engineer and remarried and gave his new family a good life but not us. My brother says we are cursed. I was just ripped off for $9600.00 in repairs to my bathroom. The tub is broke, toilet wrong and no floor. Then a pipe broke in the basement $340.00. House is literally falling apart and no family or friends to help out. I cleaned out my retirement to fix the bathroom. Now I trying to take a loan out on my car. My brother has traumatic brain injury from being hit by a car while crossing the street. I sit and worry about what next. My health is bad. I have nodules on my thyroid but they won't remove it as my A1C is too high. It won't go down with all this stress. I pray every day begging God for a miracle I go on prayer lines and ask them to pray for me.I  I apply for partime work. Guess I'm too old (63). I fear each days as it is always something. Yesterday the bathtub started  leaking into the basement. Trying to get a plumber. Please pray for me. I'm desperate