I've always struggled with self image issues. I always felt humongous (I'm 5'6" and weigh 140 pounds) and extremely overwheight/unattractive for as long as I can remember ALWAYS comparing myself to the other girls/women I deemed above me. It's now getting worse and in the way of my relationship with my boyfriend. He loves me and has never done anything wrong by me but I feel like my insecurities and personal anxieties are ruining my relationship. He had ALWAYS wanted to be in a band and he now finally has the chance to be in one but I can't stop having anxiety attacks over it and just feeling completely upset over it as I feel he's going to leave me for someone else or cheat on me or simply just look at another girl with lust. I want to be supportive of him and want him to be happy but I'm not happy within myself at all because of this current situation and can't stop feeling defeated and wanting to either stop it from happening or leaving so he's happy without me. But I love him and he loves me and I don't want things to end.
I was wondering if any one gets pain in there left side around the Brest for the anxiety? Because I been getting pains & I take my anxiety pill & it gos away.
I just started getting really bad anxiety about 3 weeks ago, I was fine going to the gym eating right then all the sudden my arms & chest where burning & was having really bad fear of having a heart attack. Went to my doctor & come to find out I have really bad anxierty, put me on Klonopin & now I feel way better , I can't get throw my day with out it .