Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
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What I think you need to do at this point, is stop what you're doing, and wait a week or so, until you are calm. When you've calmed down and the episode has been fully expressed, you're ina shifted state and can make a good decision. Right now you're in an anxiety storm. BAtten the hatches, make no decisions, and ride out the rough weather.
When it's calm you can see where you are, and what to do, quite easily.
For all you know it's gorgeous. Anxiety brain can make great seem awful, and awful seem great. Never make a decision during anxiety even though that's what anxiety is trying to make you do. Resist that urge or you'll just be a tennis ball in the wimbledon match of life banging one way and another and another and another. If you want to drive your life, you can't just react to stress. You have to ride it out till it's gone.
I basically already paid for the next session but I could probably give that to a friend so I'm not super worried about that part.
I'm really worried that I will regret removing it and I love the design but I don't think that the artist will put it on canvas lol!
One thing you have to consider is that black and grey tattoos are the easiest to remove, is more difficult to take color ones out, and sometimes they won't be removed completely, only faded, and you will need several sessions.
In the meantime, take care of yourself, eat well, stay hydrated, and take your time to think what you want to do :)