live life for you and do things you love despite rejection, drowning in depression and the fact that youll never really have constant happiness or even succeess. But atleast if you do what makes you happy, you will feel happy now and thats what matters.
the last few days - I was in such a dark place that I was invalidating my worth, making myself so miserable
But Im trying to turn the tide, and think that its okay to feel happy - even if its fleeting, you CAN feel good.
im trying my best to cheer myself up! Comment below on what makes you feel good and happy? Love to hear from you
This post is about resentment, and it is a reminder that when others are being tyrants, it is not my job to serve them justice, it is my job to find the exact particulars of the resentment, so I don't get drunk, and then pray and meditate for it to be removed. I am resenting my boss, for very real actions they have taken that have made my life worse. He cut my income 50%, cuts it even more...
Im having really bad anxiety all day, I can't stop shaking or get my breathing back to normal, and my vision keeps going weird. I couldn't eat or drink proper amounts cause I was feeling so off. Nor can I get to sleep despite how much I need to right now.... I dont know what to do and could really use help...