Yesterday I lost another pregnancy of multiples to antiphospholipid antibody syndrome. Out of 5 pregnancies I should have 7 children but I only have 1 living child because of this curse. I thought I was use to it but I feel a little piece of me die every time and I'm spiraling into a deep depression. I want more children but apparently my body says otherwise.
Tainted fertile ground
I'm 13 and deeply depress. No one takes it seriously. Nobody cares. I was online playing this chatting game and was feeling pretty sad for some reason. A few message popped up and a girl kept saying GO DIE, YOU ARE NOTHING, DO IT NOBODY WILL MISS YOU. It srrms the universe wants me dead. I don't want to die. But will it stop the pain? Who will miss me? Not anyone in my family. My friends will...
i have a friend she is close to my heart she had to move to the other side of town last year. We do not get to see one a other that munch and a few months ago she was told she night have lupus and i have not push seeing one one other becuase she has not felt that great, so for my b-day in the pass we go out have a few and just hang this year she drop by for like a hour than she had to leave...