I am angry. Maybe in the beginning it was hurt, but now I'm angry! Way, way angry! To get rid of it, I plan and plot. I have patience, too. It may take me weeks, months, years, but trust me, I will do it. I will destroy them. I will make them suffer as I have suffered! I plan every tiny little detail. I put it into motion and then when it all comes together, I feel relieved, accomplished, and the anger is gone. It feels good just saying it right now! The great part about it all is that they don't even know it's coming. I am in the 2nd stage of it. I have left the picture and convinced someone else to get into it. How perfect can that be?! Next is the manipulation of the infiltrator. . .I wish I had real money so I could pay a professional actress, but hey, for now this will do. How sweet is this?! The sons of bitches. You may have hurt me, but now someone else if going to hurt you. How will you be able to explain this? Leave. Quit. . . that's your only hope.
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