Hi, everyone...so, I am new here and I am just feeling really lost right now. I am a mother to four, amazing girls and I absolutely love being a mom. My oldest is 12, she is also my step-daughter, even though I have been her mother the majority of her life, and an event happened tonight that is just bothering me and shaking me to my core and I hope that someone is out there that can help me. My daughter has a stealing problem and has continuously stolen from me on various occasions and has been different things from my essential oils, to make up, to stealing money from my wallet. Of course, we have followed all the "right moves" and different tactics with her, but it continues. Tonight I found something of mine in her room again and I just lost it. People say they have an inner-demon living deep down inside and well, mine came out tonight. I try not to let my anger get the best of me, but I just couldn't stop it. Every curse word I knew came spewing out and it was just all bad. All bad. I broke my favorite coffee mug, the things on the kitchen counter were fair game to being thrown across the room. Even the dog ran away and hid under the bed. I try not to lose my cool, but lately it has been getting worse and worse. I feel triggered more often and over the smallest or stupidest things. I just don't know what to do anymore. Has anyone else dealt with something similar? Any tips? I tried going for a walk to cool off, but couldn't make it half-way down the street before I broke down in tears. I need help controlling this beast but I don't know where to start. Help.