Ive been feeling lonely and ive been deprssed since March this year. My mom abandoned me and my family that month but even before that my life has been like hell. I have lived knowing so many lies believing them as if they were the truth. My mother abused me and did many things to me since i was little and it barely stopped this last December only because I threatened to call the cops on her. My mom used to verbally abuse me and physically. She would beat me and take her anger out on me for no reason. My mother told me hurtful things that a daughter should never hear coming from her mom. My mom has made my life impossible but ever since she left I hold many responsibilties around my house that no 15 year old should yet hold. My father and all brothers work and I never have time for myself and I don't know how to really keep us with all this and there are times i wish to take my life away but I just don't do it because I cant make my father or brothers suffer like that but sometimes I just get so loenl and I have no one to talk too and I feel as if no one understands me. I feel put aside way too much and I hope one of you on here can be my friend and we can help eachother through rough times like these. I have thought so many times about running away and disappearing and I just I need someone to help me. I can get extreme shakiness from my anxiety and it scares me.
Hi, I just joint the Group. Just wanted to share some of my Nice Weekend over the past Mother's Day. The sun was beautiful and had an awesome weekend. Got my Mom a nice gift and visited a bit. I had a chance to enjoy the beautiful weather and reflect on Me being a Mom to my awesome Cat. So yes, I am a Mother too:) Hope you all enjoyed your Mother's Day. Maybe could share a bit on...
Sometimes I feel my life is just working in order to make money, and make money to sustain my life only to keep working. Lately I just don't see the point anymore. Every day just blends into the next one. A never ending succession of days that will eventually end. Sometimes I feel like life is just something you have to go through and endure.