Alzheimer's Disease Support Group
Alzheimer's disease (AD) is the most common cause of dementia and characterized by progressive cognitive deterioration with declining activities of daily living and neuropsychiatric symptoms or behavioral changes. An early symptom is memory loss (amnesia), usually manifesting as minor forgetfulness that becomes pronounced with illness progression, with relative...
I wish there was a handbook for Alz.. it's progression.. it's duration.
Every case is so different. It seems like our future is in limbo.. almost like our lives are on hold.
NEAL IS ON MEDS FOR HIS B/P AND AS LONG AS THEY SEEM TO BE REALLY HOLDING THAT STEADY WE'LL LEAVE THEM THERE BUT WE'VE ALSO TALKED ABOUT WHEN HE MAY BECOME MUCH MORE DISABLED BY THE AD AND IT IS HIS WISH THAT IF/WHEN THAT HAPPENS THAT THE B/P MEDS ARE STOPPED, HE SAYS HE WOULD RATHER GO QUICKLY FROM A HEART ATTACK THEN TO DRAG ON FOREVER BEING A BURDEN FOR ME.
WHEN HE GETS REAL UPSET HE TELLS ME HE WISHES HE HAD THE COURAGE TO JUST COMMIT SUICIDE SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO PUT UP WIHT HIM AND THIS DISEASE.
My life is on 'Hold"
I don't know how long it will be so -
I know I can get through today, next week, next month..
but how many years ?
I think I still have something to offer -
places I want to go -
things I want to do -
When, oh, when- or will I ever get my turn ?
These are feelings I can only say here , so thank you all so
much for non-judgmental ears.