Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
So I have struggled with alcoholism for almost 13 years. exactly half of my life. I have managed to control myself when drinking for the most part but the last few weeks have been getting out of hand again. I know I know to truly be healthy is to completely abstain. The funny thing is on paper I am a role model, people look up to me and seek me out for advice and guidance , I was vice president of the student council, I am the type to hold coat drives in the winter and volunteer at soup kitchens in the summer. I pray for others often and I have countless friends and family who love me and think I am amazing. But every once in a while, when I am really happy or sad or upset or even bored I go out and get SHIT FACED pardon my french. Last night I went out and was completely plastered to the point where there was a large group of people laughing at me in front of the bar cause i was so loaded and gross. I was so ashamed I lied to a rap group I know and said that group of people pulled a gun on me. Stupid I know, I dont know why I did it. I can barely remember. I eventually made it home but now I gotta live with this lie because I put it all on facebook and all these people are talking about it. I know I should tell the truth but I just want to forget it. I was invited by a very understanding lady to go to a bbq today where a bunch of fellow rappers would be and i couldn't bring myself to show my face. I want to crawl into a hole and die. or at least never come out. lol Someone please say something to make me eel better or tell me your stories. Please, I am desperate
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Then I just started to drink alone. I would be a very outgoing guy and then would turn into the meanest nastiest a hole.
I was not a bad person , just sick. See i have alcoholism. I drink one and a switch goes off where I cannot control the amount i will take.. well usually its all of it...
I used alcohol to cope, it was a friend in the good times and the bad times and in the end was all consuming. see i couldnt ever reach that point i was searching for. I was chasing death.
Why dont you try to turn the boat around and get sobered up? I havent made an as of myself since i quit. I actually respect myself ..wow would have never thought that would happen..
cmon
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I staggered down the jetway onto the plane and the flight attendant cast a wary eye on me. I decided to try to make a phone call and that was when the phones were on back of the seat in front of you with those short metal cords and you had to swipe with a credit card. I was having a terrible time and the flight attendant asked me if I'd been drinking. I think when it was time to serve drinks, they either refused to serve me or I decided to save face and either held off or probably fell asleep.
Me I am on disability and running my own driving school now....paying back for being drunk driver perhaps....who knows but I love my life now...wish I had money that I do not but that is ok we came in naked we go out naked too....but I wanna go out sober and one day at a time I will hopefully meet my maker sober as a camel!
hugs put the plug in the jug and give your young life a chance at greatness....
If the story comes up, just say that you usually don't like to talk about it, but it came spilling out last night. Then just say, "But how about you? How do you come up with all of your lyrics?"
Stop now... it will get worse if you continue drinking like this.
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Alcohol is very evil to me....and I have to remember that.
You can delete your posts on facebook...delete them...stop thinking about it....and when it comes up...just say - that was stupid drunk talk.
Songs can be fantasy too...maybe it was a sign to write a song about someone pulling a gun on you....that's some rap topic right?