I have been going down the slippery slope by drinking at home starting when I stopped nursing my youngest (about 2 yrs). I'm worried that I'm quickly progressing towards alcoholism but can easily talk myself out of that....I have 2 young kids, work full time, do a ton of stuff around my house etc then 'relax' every night with wine. This is my first post because I have drunk 3 liters since Friday, it's not 'a glass with dinner' anymore but I'm still able to get done about twice as much as the average person during my long day.
I live in a small close knit community and do not want to go to AA (I'm not even sure I want to stop) I guess I'm just looking for input, is moderation possible at this point?
Any replies appreciated