hi all well iv been off the drink for about 15 months i seen a old friend of mine thats still drinker i went to his house he had people there but for 1 min i missed it but whot am i missing the heart ache to myself and others i wasnt a nasty drinker i was a cryer but i sat there drinking water and it was great i havent been out in a long time to friends or family as i have a panic attack am always waiting for bad to happen but not today i need to be a fighter but its so hard but one day at a time sometimes its 1 min at a time but how long does it take to get better to other drinkers they say i will drink again but i know i will never again i need to meet non drinkers as everyone around these days drink its like iv had a second chance in my life to start again but it hard when you have stress we say i need a drink or the tv is crap but i have to stop and say whot i was like before and it was killing me i just need to say all this to you and think whot the first glass or bottle can do hope you all have a nice weekend big hugs
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