Every night was a drinking night for me. It was incredibly difficult to quit. That's why I choose not to drink at all.

I understand, however, that many people can learn to moderate. Perhaps you can learn some skills or something from HAMS, or Moderation Management that will allow you to do it.

Good luck.

Every night was a drinking night for me. Saturday just meant I could pass out with relative impunity as I didn't have to do the work slog the next day. It was a Sunday night when I had my last drink/ drunk.
I'm so grateful to be at home, with my family, chilling out on a Saturday with zero thoughts of wanting to drink.

saturday was not too much different than other days...with exception of it was a night to go out to drink...bars....not just drinking but paying more to drink and hope to play catch me fu($ me in the bar with some gal....I surely got drunk more than I got laid...LOL

Any day of the week that ended in "day" is my drinking day.
Soon, thoughts of drinking will subside and the day of the week will have no effect on you at all.
Grateful to neither have a drink in hand nor want to drink.
Just takes a little time before that freedom kicks in, and you deserve that. :)

Was* my drinking day.

Thank you all for your thoughts.
I was "dry" tonight . . . and only one big "surge" of desire, which went away pretty quickly. I feel asleep in the living room watching TV, but not because I was drunk. Because I was so relaxed, and had a belly full of stew, and a blanket over my legs. It was an entirely different feeling waking up with the TV on. Relaxed, but heart not racing from having been passed out drunk. A much better place.

Last night (Saturday night) I went to a Thanksgiving party at the pagoda. It was a potluck. We celebrated Thanksgiving early as the monk is leaving tomorrow to bring computers for educational purpose to poor children in Vietnam. It was a potluck. There was plenty of singing. It's amazing how one can have a great time without drinking.

Saturday night was always just another night for me,other than making sure I had plenty of beer so I wouldn't have to drive with all the cops out there.