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So in my previous post I mentioned I had gotten to the point of drinking a bottle of wine daily.
About a week ago I became ill with the flu. I spent about two days sleeping it off until I felt better. Walking home from work that day I automatically went to buy a bottle of wine and stopped myself cause I realised "technically I've gone two days without a drink." So I left it and came home to watch movies and just drink tea.
Overall I have had a drink twice this week. First one was when I had a fight with my ex boyfriend and I just automatically reverted to my usual remedy. However I didn't enjoy it and I felt really guilty. The second time I was out for dinner with friends and when the waitress asked for our drink order I automatically ordered a glass of wine. I was pleased to discover I didn't even enjoy it and ended up leaving half of it.
So going from 7 bottles of wine a week, this week I have had one bottle and half a glass. Not totally clean and sober but still a massive step up for me.
I was worried at first what I'd do with my evenings if I wasn't drinking but I'm finding I'm even enjoying just sitting in front of the tv with a cup of tea. Today I went into the shop to pick up cat food and found myself heading to the wine aisle automatically and actually stopped and told myself "no what are you doing" and I picked up a bottle of lemonade instead.
Baby steps but feeling good!
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
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I was recently separated from my wife of 33 years and it's complicated. Anyway I rented a room about 15 minutes away and I see my kids about once a week. I see the people who own the house I live in once in a while but other than that I stay in my room where I do my cooking, wash dishes in the shower, read, color, and sleep. I get out at least once a day. I grocery shop and I attend 2 meetings...
I love seeing her advice in action! You're doing great! Keep it up!
God Bless
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Why dont you drop the booze before the road goes back to 7 a week again. I could try to moderate but it was actually worse and more agonizing than just cutting it out completly. Good Luck!
1is2many - I am trying to drop the booze, not moderate it. Fights with my ex were always a massive trigger for my drinking which is part of the reason I broke up with him. I haven't heard from him in a while so when he popped up again, it triggered me and I lapsed. The morning after I woke up and felt so guilty for drinking, I contacted him to tell him I will no longer be in contact. It just isn't worth the risk.