well it's been six and a half months and i am still sober. However, i am NOT doing very good. It seem like i am at a stand still, and it's driving me nuts. I can't even motivate myself to go to a meeting, whereas i used to get so excited to go to one. I feel bored, restless, agitated, discontent and just plain dull. I can't seem to get motivated to do anything at all but just survive. I've even had thoughts of going out to drink, just because i feel like i haven't got the push to continue striving for a better life!! This completely sucks... any ideas how to get out of this slump??
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