No one deserves the self prison we put ourselves in. You must learn to forgive yourself to be able to heal. Please keep trying and love yourself so you CAN heal.

you do not deserve this prison - this is a choice and i pray you begin to make different choices - it's very painful to me for you to think that this prison is the easier route of life - life is too short to live this way and the afterlife - eternity is so indescrible long - please - step outta this prison and into life -

The hardest things to remember is you have to feel the pain to heal the pain, but it will heal if you allow it.

Prayers and hugs

I know some do not like others to cut and paste, but these words scream out to you today. I hope they help. They are from the readings for today; Keep It Simple:
To love others, we must first learn to love ourselves.---Anonymous
Sometimes we think our life would be fine if that dream person showed up. But loving someone isnt easy. Our bad habits cause problems. We have to change. Sometimes we arent ready to have on especial person. We have to have a group of people---our recovery group---to love and help us get healthy. We must learn to trust, to be honest, to give help, and to love others. The truth is, no one person can make our life wonderful---except us. We hold happiness inside of us. Its in our spirit. Look no further.
Prayer for the Day: Higher Power, help me love myself
Action for the Day: Ill list five ways I will love myself today.

OK, it sounds like you fell. I am going to encourage you to get up, dust off and get back in the game of living. You deserve all the joy that's available to everyone. Deep peace and blessings

You already hold the keys to get out of this prison. Just use them. God doesn't wait until we're deserving- he'll meet you where you are right now. Just be calm today, get yourself through the hangover, and start again. For some of us, this takes more than once- it takes a little practice.

I know you think it's bullshit and are probably tired of hearin it, but you sound JUST LIKE ME a while back....I got my get outta jail free card when I passed go.

When you're ready to pass go, you can get yours too! I'll give ya mine, hell!

LOVE YOU DING DONG HEAD GOOBER BUTT!!!!! :)

We're here when ya need us and the want is more than the need. (gjm quote...always gotta give him props for that one cause it took me a looooong time to understand that statement-thanks gjm!)

Exactly, Jack. I needed a few tries and then it finally clicked. I'm happy I lived to find that moment. Keep trying, as long as you live and breathe. This will get better.

Please come back and post again. You are not a bad person; you do not deserve to be unhappy. No shame.

Does this sentence you have imposed on yourself have a time limit? Or is it until..........

i can relate to how you are feeling coz i did feel the same at one point...u do not deserve this... kinda life, it doesnt have to be like this.. pick yourdself up again and keep getting back on that horse...