I am 31 years old. My Mother has been an alcoholic my whole life. A little over a year ago she went to rehab and changed her life. She just called me (at work) to tell me that she drank yesterday. I couldn't even think straight, I feel like my heart has been ripped out. I told her that my heart was broken and that I couldn't talk to her right now (I am at work after all). I told her goodbye and then hung up the phone. She called me back but I didn't answer. Did I do the wrong thing? I feel like I should have told her that everything was going to be OK, just start over. I don't know what to do, I just didn't expect this to ever happen. I feel like Ishould have prepared myself for this but then I wouldn't have been able to put 100% of my faith in her that she could do it. I am going to call her after work, what should I say? What should I do? She has attempted suicide twice in my life, did I just put her over the edge? I am so scared.
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