I hate my boss, and I hate all superiors at the place I work.  The feeling is mutual, they hate me too.  We can go to war though, well I take that back.  

War usually means someone goes to jail, and I am experiencing a violent uprising inside.  In a perfect world I'd cut ties today, a person in an upper level position, who is a dick, who is sucking at making a lot of money, but thinks his shit doesn't stink, ignored my questions I was wanting to use to sell a good product.  That tells me that asshole doesn't care, and just wants something for nothing, and to think he is telling me what to do is absurd.  The clarity I have right now that I have wasted my life to a point where a dumbass has the power to tell me what to do, or not tell me what to do in this case, and that directly affect if I am going to cover cost of survival, living expenses, transportation, etc., really makes me hopeless.  

Working for disrespectful idiots, sick or not, is making me evil.  I don't know how else to verbalize it other than frank like that.  A douche bag who fucking sucks at making money, and a fucking wanna be alpha male in a female body, calling the shots, making all sorts of dumb decisions daily, but then blaming us when their directives make things worse, makes me simply hopeless.  

This hatred I am speaking with right now, could lead to me losing the job.  Which might be the best thing for all parties.  They are holding me down, and I don't want to be part of delusional and poor leadership.  This fucking guy makes a product, doesn't describe thoroughly to his salesman, then gets angry that we aren't selling it at a maximum level.  That is a clear lack of intelligence, and I have been getting my feelings hurt because that same guy hasn't been respecting me very much.  I am now seeing, he probably isn't smart enough to value or understand respecting others.  The other boss, never opened to suggestions, even though many if not most of her own aren't in line with reality, the opposite happens consistently, probabaly doesn't have the power to see real help when it's right in front of her.  

I have to admit that I might need to change my idea that me and this entity are going to connect or work well together.  I am working for two idiots, and I honestly hate the product they are creating.  

I hate the hate filled air when I walk into the business, I hate the blame games, and the pouting like a little child when they don't get what they want.  I hate the punishment the high earnings get, like an Obama tax plan, where if you are doing a great job and earning well from doing the right things, you get opportunity taken away from you and given to the shits who don't give two fucks if a great job is done or not.  They are just there to get their stripper money, or their retail shopping money, or their fast food money, they could care less about striving for perfection or treating others right.  

They suck.  I hate working for them, God please help.  Either provide a better employer for me to work hard for and want to be great to, or remove the hate and allow me to accept they suck, and thank God I am not them.  I don't give a fuck if they make a billion dollars, I'd rather be broke and treat others right then be assholes with their heads up their ass thinking it smells like roses.  I'm done trying to help, I don't have to help them, I just have to not hurt them. 

I have to have the power to not hurt them, I could care less about helping them.  That's a real alcoholic right there, if I were drinking I'd be plotting ways to hurt them right now, but I know, after doing the steps, it is just life, doing what life does, and it sucks, they suck, and it's making me seriously insecure, but the bullshit that it is all my fault, or it is something I am doing, I am quitting on today, they clearly do not have my best interest in mind, and they can go fuck themselves.