Hi, i've just joined this group. I've been sober on and off for nearly 2 years and the problem is for the last couple of months its been mainly off but just cause I keep drinking on a Friday night (I haven't yet tonight) but I just want that reward at the end of the week and just to be able to completely relax and forget my troubles and slow down. i just don't know to get this any other way and its depressing me that i have no way of celebrating getting to the end of the week. I guess also part of me wonders if i can get away with just drinking on a Friday night? Although I know if I do this I feel exhauseted all day saturday and I think it really messing with my emotions, but why is that? Sorry might just be venting a bit but just trying to get by
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