So I have just got through Day 7, I thought it seemed to easy this time around. Every day when Im at work it has distracted me so much and even when I get home and think about drink I usually go to sleep a few hours later or have something else to do.

Today I was planning to keep myself busy but I just sat around all day thinking about drink and it was making me so depressed thinking about it constantly. I now remember what it was like last time I stopped in the begining.

I havent told anyone close to me that I've relapsed, I feel like its an inconvenience to them everytime I try to stop drinking.

I also feel like Im thinking far ahead, I have my first night stop with work again since I quit drinking....last time I went on a night stop I ended up relapsing because noone at work knows im addicted or even have a problem. Im so happy I sorted it out soon or I'd have gone back to my old lifestyle which was work, drink, sleep every day.

Sorry about this guys, just had a rough day and wanted to share it...still sober though :')