I haven't posted anything in a week or so because I have gone back to work and my children's after school activities are keeping me busy. I have been sober all week and weekend. I love how I feel. I have so much energy. The weekend was not spent trying to recover, but rather enjoying my time with my family. I also recognize that this can be a dangerous time for me. The little voice tells me, see you can do this and a couple of drinks every now and then won't hurt. I just keep reminding myself that one won't be enough, that the pain afterwards is not worth it. I have had to close myself off from some friends who get together and drink on the weekends. I hope to eventually be able to socialize again, but sober. I haven't gone to a meeting yet. I'm hoping this week I will be able to go. I try to read everyone's posts every day. I am so inspired by each and every one of you! Thank you for your honesty and motivation! You all are awesome!!!