I am at day seven today been there before but always succumed to the cravings,sure enough just about to get on the highway when here they came so subtle "are you realy not going to drink,just get two tall cans wont do any harm etc etc.But not this time I know them now for the lies they tell I would not stop at two tall cans probably buy 6 and of course for 2 dollars more could get 6 tall cans but only drink 3 save 3 for tommorow yeah right.But wait a 24 is cheaper and could just have 3 or 4 a day whats the harm in that.Oh I know the cravings we are old friends me and them.Not this time went into a gas station and had a kit kat and an orange juice so much better my old friends went away but they will be back and I am ready for them I will resist them I am stronger and smarter this time and eventualy they will be longer between visits.I know that they can appear at any time but got to much to lose to let them beat me.................................hamish
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