new here, I HAVE BEEN DRINKING HEAVILY NOW for about 6 mos first for trying to help me sleep, to be frank I was self medicating.I have been drinking a fifth of vodka every 2 days. now i have been having bladder infections that will not go away, pain in my left side, now Im really scared and this has caused me to drink even more,IM having terriable anxiety over it and really cant sleep at night thinking something is really wrong with me. it does help calm me down and i dont drink to get drunk just enough to make the anxiety go away when im at work i dont even think about drinking anxiety is pretty good most of the time. you would think if im worried about my health I WOULD NOT DRINK AT ALL! does any one know what im thinking here and what im so afarid of I really dont want to drink I HAVE DONE THAT IN MY PAST Im 52 FEMALE MARRIED VERY HAPPY hubby doesn't even drink. what is wronge w/ me? im i worrying to much over nothing, Ido feel the drinking is to much I JUST WANT TO BE HEALTHY AGAIN AND START SLEEPING! PLEASE HELP OR GIVE ADVICE no sugar coating please I need stright answeres please and thank all of you soooooooo much
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