I made a decision this morning to stop drinking. I am not sure if I am an alcoholic but I have no doubt that when I drink I slam them down quickly and often in greater volume than is prudent. I have been playing this game of pouring three doubles and claiming I had only three drinks. This is usually over an hour or so and sometimes is accompanied with a beer. By any standard this is a lot of alcohol in a short amount of time. It hit me today that I cannot folow my relatives who were dyed in the wool alchholics.

I poured out all of the liquor this morning. I still work long hours and never drink on a work day. I don't know if I will need support or if going cold turkey in going to be doable. I live in Nevada where booze is plentiful and usually free (less your gambling losses). I will be stopping by here to get some guidance if I need it.