Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
With Faith that took a while. I like that saying Fear knocked at the door Faith opened it and there was no one there. This reminds me of my recovery my life was based around fear and until I found faith there was no way of letting go of that fear. God has been able to do for me what I was unable to do for myself.
One thing on letting go .When I was early in recovery and my life was becoming better I wanted my family my siblings to have what I was feeling. They all were affected by alcoholism in one way or another. And when one of my brothers came to me for help with his alcoholism I was only to happy to help.
I was able to help him get into a rehab and be there for support. He also had a court appearance coming up DUI and possession.
After the court chase he was put on good behavior bond and fined, no jail sentence.
He stopped going to AA and was back into the drugs before to long he said he wasnt drinking but must have developed a bad cough because I found bottles of cough mixture around his room. The cough mixture had an alcohol content of 8.5 percent. Cunning baffling and powerful.
I couldnt understand why he choose to go back to his old life at the time after a few months of recovery.
It was getting me down I talked to my sponsor about it and he said to me I had to let my brother go. Let go and let God. He said God got you here and maybe He will get your brother here to.
To cut a even longer story short . I fond this one of the hardest things to do but again my sponsor was right. The stress I was going through had an effect on all those around me.
But when I was able to Let Go and Let God. Things started to get better for me. I wish I could say things got better for my brother but he was to go through a lot more pain and heartache.
Well thats enough almost another book.
God Bless
Lionel.
Being on top of the world socially, financially, etc, is nice but always fleeting, whereas true love of self and acceptance is not.