Recently I receieved my first 4.0 grade point average in college or ever for that matter. It felt good on the day that I knew I had it. My problem is whenever there is something to be extremely happy about, I find myself flat shortly after. This has happened often throughout my life time. On the other hand, I can be very excited about other people success. But when it come down to me, it is only temporary. Is this because I have a compulsive behvior, or my emotions is so far off from my earlier years of suppressing feelings? I am open to all feed back.
My last drink was March 9th of this year! I’m proud of myself!
HiI am so disappointed with myself. I had stopped drinking for 11.5 months, i joined weight watchers, lost 30 lbs etc. It is quite a feat as my whole family are big drinkers and most were not too supportive of my sobriety. Then my mom got sick and we found out that my 56 year old brother, who has been living off her for 2 years, has been stealing money from her and guilting her into giving him...