Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
I notice that the room stops.
I suppose I could talk to myself.
Sometimes- perhaps most times, I do anyway.
So....
Well....
I'm watching a stupid Cinderella story but you know what?
I feel like Cinderella - in her slave days - all the fucking time.
My sisters, my mother.
Even in my dreams. Especially in my dreams.
I'm always the one cooking and cleaning and the messes are horrible!
I get the worst bed - that could be a combo with Goldie Locks.....
Then I get other freak shows going on in my dreams that involve the most largest animals on this earth that one could imagine. And always like huge, huge oceanic floods along with it. The fear factors are HUGE. I mean HUGE. I wake up sweating and then fall right back into the dream. I'm finding that I am more aware though and despite my fear I am actively participating in my servival and the LARGE animals are not really out there to hurt me, as long as I don't look at them....just pass them by...
Strange?
I suppose I could talk to myself.
Sometimes- perhaps most times, I do anyway.
So....
Well....
I'm watching a stupid Cinderella story but you know what?
I feel like Cinderella - in her slave days - all the fucking time.
My sisters, my mother.
Even in my dreams. Especially in my dreams.
I'm always the one cooking and cleaning and the messes are horrible!
I get the worst bed - that could be a combo with Goldie Locks.....
Then I get other freak shows going on in my dreams that involve the most largest animals on this earth that one could imagine. And always like huge, huge oceanic floods along with it. The fear factors are HUGE. I mean HUGE. I wake up sweating and then fall right back into the dream. I'm finding that I am more aware though and despite my fear I am actively participating in my servival and the LARGE animals are not really out there to hurt me, as long as I don't look at them....just pass them by...
Strange?
I don't get it.
I'd probably wet the bed and have so far not done that since I quit drinking
Cinderella Story
Cinderella is now 95 years old.
After a fulfilling life with the now dead prince, she happily sits upon her rocking chair, watching the world go by from her front porch, with a cat named Bob for companionship.
One sunny afternoon out of nowhere, appeared the fairy godmother. Cinderella said, "Fairy Godmother, what are you doing here after all these years?"
The fairy godmother replied, "Cinderella, you have lived an exemplary life since I last saw you. Is there anything for which your heart still yearns?"
Cinderella was taken aback, overjoyed, and after some thoughtful consideration, she uttered her first wish:
"The prince was wonderful, but not much of an investor. I'm living hand to mouth on my disability cheques, and I wish I were wealthy beyond comprehension."
Instantly her rocking chair turned into solid gold. Cinderella said, "Ooh, thank you, Fairy Godmother"
The fairy godmother replied, "It is the least that I can do. What do you want for your second wish?"
Cinderella looked down at her frail body, and said, "I wish I were young and full of the beauty and youth I once had."
At once, her wish became reality, and her beautiful young visage returned. Cinderella felt stirrings inside her that had been dormant for years.
And then the fairy godmother spoke once more: "You have one more wish; what shall iht be?"
Cinderella looks over to the frightened cat in the corner and says, "I wish for you to transform Bob, my old cat, into a kind and handsome young man."
Magically, Bob suddenly underwent so fundamental a change in his biological make-up that, when he stood before her, he was a man so beautiful the likes of him neither she nor the world had ever seen.
The fairy godmother said, "Congratulations, Cinderella, enjoy your new life."
With a blazing shock of bright blue electricity, the fairy godmother was gone as suddenly as she appeared.
For a few eerie moments, Bob and Cinderella looked into each others eyes. Cinderella sat, breathless, gazing at the most beautiful, stunningly perfect man she had ever seen.
Then Bob walked over to Cinderella, who sat transfixed in her rocking chair, & held her close in his young muscular arms.
He leaned in close, blowing her golden hair with his warm breath as he whispered:
"Bet your sorry now that you cut my nuts off"
The image of you being Cinderella could symbolise, your fight to be free from Alcoholism. Fed up of being used by Alcohol and fed up of coming second place to Alcohol.
Its 9:45 am here in the UK. I will be setting off to my Sunday morning meeting, which starts at 11am. Be back later.
I don't have monsters but I'm always running from something and have tons of suitcases, bags and books that I keep dropping because I can't carry everything. When I try to scream, I have no voice, it's like my mouth is glued shut or I have a mouth full of something that's the consistency of pot and I can't swollow.
Usually I'm carrying all my stuff onto an elevator and I keep getting stuck on the wrong floors and can never reach where I'm supposed to be. Those dreams suck! I think Freud would have had a field day with me!! hee hee..
Last night I had a dream that I adopted a little boy named Aaron who was about 18 months old, what the crap is that all about??? I really wonder what our dreams truly mean and if they are significant as to what's going on in our lives...
Hope those monsters didn't get ya last night and you slept well my love. :)
And ouch!
Ladies you are feisty today...
Whoohoo is in Pacific time, I guess the site is on Eastern.
I love cooking!
I just don't like being forced to cook and clean up after everybody.
Today I may be making lamb shanks. Not sure. Anyone have a good technique for making them? I think I'll braise.
I'm on here most nights sometime after nine. Many times around 11pm pacific.
You are not alone. Even if there is no one here you are never alone.
hee hee...silly boy, did you accidentally take some of your horsey's meds?? :)