You knew you were going to do it, you said so yesterday. You said you were going to quit "soon".

"soon" can be today if you want it to be. Stop now, get it out of the house. Call an AA hotline and they can possibly send someone over to talk to you.

Not fuck you and you are loved dammit. You won't love yourself until you get out of this cycle....

Right now the only one fucking you over is YOU. Keep blamimng= keep drinking. Yea, it's that simple.
Or you can choose never to go back to the place you're in right now!

Just because you choose to destroy yourself, doesn't mean the rest of the worlds is "f'd" or "aholes" the choice of drinking was made by you, nobody strapped you down, opened your mouth and poured it in - you choose this - and now you are seeking attention for it - battling, argumentative and miserable - all choices made by you - you had options and you choose the wrong option, doesn't mean you have to beat yourself and curse at the world (you do know that cursing is a sign of ignorance don't you? - and we are all guilty of that cursing moment - when we can not think of any proper to say)

So you can either enjoy your drinking, pout, waller in the poor pitiful mes, nobody likes, everybody hates me, I think i will go eat worms - syndrome -, playing the blame game or you can put your drink down and pick up the phone as ask for help -

The addictive, alcoholic brain is a diseased brain, but there is hope.

Help is out there, you just have to want it - but the choice to be miserable is yours - not the world -

Enjoy your day!

812) 460-4311

AA hotline in your area.

thanks for reminding me of me back in the day. i can remember distincting saying the same shit. you don't have to feel this way you know. why not bite the bullet, do the work, and be the person you are meant to be?

No the world is not full of terrible people and you are not a terrible person. You're an alcoholic just like me and everyone else on this board. If you want the help it is out there waiting for you to grab hold of it. We all know how hard this is but it's literally live or die. I wish you deep peace in your life. It is possible but it takes a lot of work and as HC said, you can quit right now if you choose to do so. Make that change for yourself. It is worth it and so are you. I'm an awfully nice person actually and I bet you are too but not while your drunk.

I Love You!!!

Get over yourself and make some effort to get sober if that's what you want. If it isn't just carry on doing what you are doing - it'll either detroy you or bring you to a point of surrender - I hope it's the latter.

There are plenty of people here to help you if you want to quit, but if you don't then you're kind of on your own, exactly where alcohol likes us to be!

Are you an alcoholic??

Bill's Story in the Big Book is a good illustration of the alcoholic story.

Alcohol took many things from Bill. The part that is not so plain to see is that alcohol actually took away his sense of value for all the things important in his life.

You may not have lost everything, Bill didn't lose everything, but he sure as heck didn't care about anything near the end of his drinking.

Alcohol makes sure that it becomes what you value most. Once you drink long enough, alcohol makes sure that it comes first, before, you friendships, job, house, family, wife and even your own life.

You're not a bad person, but because you've drank as much as you have, alcohol has taken over and now makes sure that even you are not worthy of it any more.

Sorry man but alcohol is the master now.