Hi, Interpretation took time for me to really understand ,who I was Not necessarily who I had Become.... that was just the beginning...take a leap of faith and goggle your acting out and see what that points to from a psychological point of view....a question unanswered is like the echo of a voice in a deep well ,it just bounces off the wall ,but its not heard by the person asking the question:))
Billy

It could be genetic, like Tiger Woods. A experiment on gerbils proved that there is a gene that makes some of them have numerous mates. When the gene was removed they became monogamous.

Just enjoy who your are will no guilt. Sober you will be picking better mates and having a better time.

First remove the booze then treat the ism part. Do you have a counselor? Are you in AA ? If so do you have a sponsor ? Are you working on recovery in some other way or are you just not drinking?

Texas, don't beat yourself up. You're human. At the very start of things, you're here asking questions.

You know you have a problem! Hang in there.

Stopping drinking won't solve all your problems, but it will give you clarity of mind to figure out the ones that are left. Seeing a counselor might be a good next step?

Agree with ExJersey! Couldn't hurt.. T