I wish I could find a guy that I love and get married. But, for some reason I keep attracting guys who have alcohol, drug, and internet sex addictions. I am a self-employed woman and have good virtues, can't cure all these addictions and have given up finding someone (won't date at work, either!). Also, dealing with an elderly mother who has severe salt and sugar addictions (is diabetic with heart condition). Am trying to take good care of myself, but because of my interactions with my (-ex) boyfriend, he led me to start a store with a crooked landlord who lied about having lights in the building, there was bad mold, too & nearly put me into bankruptcy ( I quit my job to start the store and no money to renovate the store for the landlord). Addictions have ruined my life. I have no hope for a good date, let alone marriage, wish I could have a good man without these bad problems. Also, this man is a mechanic who fixes cars,...if he has this problem, I wonder if he is safe for his customers? He does work for the government, too.