I am feeling very anti-social right now. My Grandma is here in the other room and her neighbor drove her here. So that means there is a complete stranger in the house. I am not great around strangers and I just don't like having them in the house. I have been so depressed lately and sad. My life totally sucks. I don't have much going for me except great parents, a great best friend and my kitty. I don't have a job, a car, a boyfriend or very many friends at all. I only have like one friend left since high school and that was like 14 years ago. I am 32 freakin years old and am living at home with my parents. In some ways it's a good thing to be living with them because it helps my schizophrenia to have people to spend time with and kind of my depression too. I only like being around people that I know and can actually get along with. I see my best friend usually a couple times a month. I just saw my favorite cousin Amanda like last weekend.

My Grandma and her neighbor are still here and it's making me very crabby and irritated. Half the time all my grandma talks about is her indigestion and her freakin bowel movements! Who the heck wants to here about that, eeeew!