Hello. Im 30 years old. I have 2 of the most selfish narcissist parents. Every since i was about 15 I noticed that my paremts always tried to control my life. From the guys i dated to the friends i hung out with. For years i did not even know how to think for myself. It was when i was 18 that i started to realize some of their ways. They would steal money from me, have me buy stuff that they in return would take back to the store and keep the money. They once cash $1100 check of mine abd when i was gonna call the police they agreed to give it back but only gave me $700 of it back. Every time i tried to move away from them they would always convince me to come back. Finally 2 years ago i got away. Unfortunately, as a result my 4 kids were taken from me because my then husband left me and my kids homelessness. As i went to different agencies for help no one would help me get a job or anything so i could get on my feet. So my kids ended up with my parents. Now im doing much better. Have a job and stable housing, nice car everything and when I've tried to get my kids back all parents do is bad mouth me and have everuone in our family feelong like im a deadbeat parent. Have told my kids that if they come here they will die or be shot. Just so much. Its bad because i have hatred so big for them that the thoughts i think of yhem scares me. I dont knoe what to do.